SomEdaY i'LL dO..

I've never had the chance
To kiss your beautiful lips
To hold you tight all day
To run my fingers through your hair
Or talk to you till the sun comes up

My mind says this won't be so

But my heart knows different
Someday I will do these wonderful things
And never let you go

No matter how long it takes
No matter how many tears it makes
I will see you
Kiss you
And hold you
Until the end of time

ForRet ME...

Forget my name.
Forget my face.
Find another honey
To take my place.
I can't go on like this.
Just forget me.
I never met you.
I was never in your life.
I never loved you.
Just forget me.
I never wanted it to
End up like it did.
Just freakin forget me!
I never meant to bring
Pain and heartache
To the table.
I never meant to be
Your first love.
How can you forget me?
I guess you can't.
I guess I'm the one
That wants to forget
Herself.
Forget all the shit
She's done to people.
Forget the pain.
The anger.
The hurt.
Just forget me.

I shoULd HAVe tolD u BEforE...

I should have told you how much I loved you
And included how much I care.
I should have talked to you everyday
Instead of giving you that blank stair.

I should have told you how much I love you
Every time we go into a fight.
But, instead I told you how much I hated you
And how I wish you were gone.

So, then you took a trip away
And I started to realize what you meant to me.
I missed not seeing you and
I missed not getting into fights with you.

Over the time when you were gone,
I realized what I should have said.
I should have said I love you more
And not that I hated you.

So now, your back from your trip,
And we haven't fought since.
And everyday that passes,
I tell you I love you
Just to make up for
All the times I didn't.

BOYz in LOVe (must read)...

Treat her like shes more than you want..
more than you could ever dream..
and more than she thinks she is...
like shes everything you've ever wanted..
make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind shes more than just a girl...
shes and angel without wings, shes the sweetest thing in the world, and is more precious than a thousand roses..
girls Never frown because you never know When someone is falling In love with your smile,
let her know you care let her know by doing something special for her
call her every night just to make sure every things alright and to remind her you still care..
always wish her the sweetest dreams...
when she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon, and cry with her, letting her know shes not alone,
when she laughs let you be the first to hear her,
when shes down help her laugh but most of all guys...
when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes...

alWayZ u...

When I close my eyes   
To sleep at night
It's you I see
Holding me tight.

Your arms so strong
You make me feel safe
The only thing wrong
Someone else has your place.

I know it is wrong

To be dreaming of you
But my heart just can't stop
These feelings so true.

The timing was wrong
I met you too late
A promise was made
To determine my fate.

Why weren't you there

When I had the chance
I will always regret
Not getting this dance.

And so for now
I will settle for two
But in my heart
It will always be you. 

R u SURe???

Do you know what happiness means?
you say u're happy, but do you believe that?
guess what
i know you better than you
you actually don't trust in you
you don't know who you are, what you are
you don't even know if you're happy or sad
you lost yourself
you killed yourself and you don't even realized
you find yourself alive but you're not sure
you're just a question mark
just like him, like her or just like me
happiness is nothing
it doesn't mean anything
it's the treasure we al fight for
and when you think you finally found it,
you loose it in less than a little second
a second that changes your life
if you really can say you still alive or not...
let's just pretending that.

friends forever..(must read)

It started in class,
The notes we'd pass,
Us flirting together,
Friends forever.

All the shyness I had to fight,
"Sit next to me, I won't bite," :]
His bangs were black,
His jeans were tight,
It was a fantastic sight.

I moved and sat right on that chair
He smiled at me, he flicked his hair
I was happy, no longer scared
All this showed he really cared.

After class we both went home,
That day was great, love clearly shown,
Later on I thought of you,
And how our love was deeply true.

It progressed from there as we got older,
Meeting up, my arm round his shoulder,
Your hair all silky like a feather,
The next day my life would change forever.

It was in the park round half- past -three,
Where we were sat under a tree,
When my heart suddenly filled with glee,
When he looked up at me & kissed
after that he said.. ."would you marry me?"

UNdeRstANd mE..

No one will ever understand me
No one is trying to care 4 me you think u no me but u don't
If u cared u would try to understand me
You see this smile on my face this smile is nothing but a lie
I hid the way i feel around u
When i'm alone I let my real feelings out
No one will ever understand me or care for me.

YouR liEs...

Funny when things never change

Even when you say they will

But while your off s(rewing her

My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me

When I go to leave

You tell me I'm your only one

And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me

But you'll never let me go

I know that you don't love me

I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand

To see you love another girl

You know that you broke my heart

You know that your my world


But while your standing by my side

I'll believe your lies forever

Cause everything seems so perfect

When we are together

TalE oF a GUrl..(3)

Shes got no one to love
No one to care
No one to love her
It just isn't fair

In her own world
There's nobody there
Crying for help
Shes invisible, nobody cares

She sits in the corner
Sits there in silence
She feels like standing up for herself
Shes screaming inside

Why did this happen to her?
It wasn't meant to be like this
There isn't a soul to care
Her life really isn't fair

She wonders what it'd be like if he was here
Instead shes lost him to her despair
Shes needing him more then she'll ever know
Shes lost him forever, and it really blows

Sitting in the corner, she thinks about it all
Her life's not worth living, not anymore
Her world is black, shes so small
Shes wants to end it, but thinks once more

This is how he left
Shes stronger then that
She lives her life, shes acting strong
Deep inside her broken heart, something is terribly wrong

LEaVinG...

• i know you can.
• Be strong for me.
• I may not be there
• but im thinking of you.
• I know you miss me.
• I know your lonely.
• Just close your eyes.
• See my face.
• Im right there.
• Just image me.
• I havent left your side.
• We will be together.
• It'll be soon i promise.
• When you miss me.
• When your lonely.
• Just close your eyes.
• Look at Me.

You want to know why I love you,
So I'll tell you why I love you.
I love you because you're so sweet,
And I know you will never cheat.
I love you because I trust you,
And I know my trust will never be broken by you.
I love you because you're so kind,
And I know whatever I say you wouldn't mind.
I love you because you're honest,
And I know you will never be dishonest.
I love you because you're great,
And you make my day great.
I love you because you're so into me,
And love you because you're with me.
Most of all, I love you because you're you,
And for me no one is better than you "

love is...

"Love is
the strongest feeling known
an all-encompassing passion
an extreme strength
and overwhelming excitement

Love is
trying not to hurt
the other person
trying not to change
the other person
trying not to dominate
the other person
trying not to deceive
the other person

Love is
understanding each other
listening to each other
supporting each other
having fun with each other...

Love is
not an excuse to stop growing
not an excuse to stop making yourself better
not an excuse to lessen one's goals
not an excuse to take the
other person for granted

Love is
being completely honest with each other
finding dreams to share
working towards common goals
sharing responsibilities equally

Everyone in the world wants to love
Love is not a feeling
to be taken lightly
Love is a feeling to be cherished
nurtured and cared for
Love is
the reason for life"...!!!

I'll Make Love To You

Close your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night

Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I'll do anything, girl you need only ask


I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to

Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gonna concentrate on you
Girl are you ready, it's gonna be a long night

FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS

In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain't no way--
I'm lettin' you go now
And there ain't no way--
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day....

Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our days
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face--always

Mmmm, baby
In your heart--I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can still feel your love for me in your heart..

I'm keeping you forever and for always
I'm in your arm.......

BEFORE YOUR LOVE

I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for a world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why and I looked into your eyes
Where the world stretched out in front of me and I realized


I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived, before your love


I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how I survived without your kiss
'Cause you've given me a reason to exist


And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me just in time

A MOMENT LIKE THIS

If I told you it was all meant to be,
Would you believe me
Would you agree
It's almost that feeling that we met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this....

Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney.

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

You beautiful soul, yeah....

FEEL MY LOVE...

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadow and stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million of years
To make you feel my love

Though you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do
To make you
feel my love

Storms are raging a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't see nothin' like me yet

There ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do
Go the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make you dreams come true
To make you feel my love

4 some1 special..

Whenever I Think Of Him
I Just Cant Help But Smile
He Fills Me With Such Happiness
And Makes My Life Worth While

Wrapping Me Up In His Arms
Making Me Feel So Secure
I Know Whenever I'm With Him
That He's The One For Sure

I Think About Him Everyday
And Dream Of Him Every Night
Theres No One Else Like Him
I Know That He's Mister Right

He's Everything I Could Ask For
My Sunshine On A Rainy Day
And Every Whisper From His Lips
Just Makes Me Simply Melt Away

He Keeps Me Happy When I'm Mad
And Makes Me Smile When I Cry
He Is As Good As It Can Get
There Will Never Be Another Guy

It Doesnt Matter What Happens
He's Always There To Dry My Tears
To Tell Me That I'm So Beautiful
And Help Chase Away All My Fears

Out Of Everyone In This World
He Could Never Be Replaced
He Is In My Heart Forever
And Never Will He Be Erased

Nothing Can Change My Mind
Theres Just No One Else For Me
No One Can Compare To Him
He Will Always Be My Baby

GOoD byE..

So hard to say it
unable to type
Goodbye
made my fingers paralyzed
Not to make it hard on you
Not to make you suffer
like I do
I smiled with tears in my eyes
Sent you a flower
to stay with you never die
I walked away thinking
we are still friends
But this feeling didn't seem right
Something did really
hurt..deep..so deep inside
Tears dropped so hard
not from my eyes
Tears looked so red
from my heart I realized
Try to forget my pains. Go!
Fly away never look back
Keep flying don't stop..
you found your way..
How can I fly?
You were my wings
How can I cry?
My tears dried up
When you took away with you
my feelings..
Yet..Life goes on..

LOVE stoRY..

I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth
A glance into the future
Revealing the secrets she kept

For so many years she cared too
Yet we were both afraid to say
We avoided each other completely...
Every time, simply another day

She cried to me one night.
~Please help, I don't know what to do~
I wrapped my arms around her body.
~It is okay now, I'm here with you~

She told me about her boyfriend,
He cheated, and hurt her bad...
I told her not to worry...
But in the inside I was getting mad.

I held back my anger...
And I comforted her instead.
Playing with her hair,
She lay still on my bed.

I leaned over to kiss her cheek,
She smiled and turned to me.
~Thank you for being there...
I Have finally learned to see~

With that she drifted off,
I left her quietly sleeping.
~How could anyone want to hurt her? ~
I ran through thoughts, my heart leaping.

I met up with her boyfriend,
Swung out of pure love and rage.
A knife stabbed through my stomach..
~God where were you today?~

My head smacking onto the pavement,
My breath getting thin...
My vision blurred and fading slowly...
This was a battle I could never win.

As this darkness consumes me...
Light fills my eyes...
I am proud to have lost my life,
If it meant ending her cries...

Perfect Couple...

When I think of a perfect couple,
I think of me and you, I think
about how many of my dark days
you can turn into blue, A perfect couple is hard to find these days,
but I know if we are together
we would try to hold on to each other in so many ways,
I know that we can not be perfect, but who says we can't be close,
showing others that we
can be better than most,
when I saw you I just knew I had to have you in my life,

hoping that one day I would become your loving wife,
every night I pray to God
to bring our friendship to another level, praying for us to be together,
together holding hands, and
making plans for you and I to be as one,
lying up under the sun, living life in happiness
and forgetting about the rest,
real love is hard to find, and this I know is true,
but I know if I'm with you its no leaving me without a clue

laSt guDbyE...

I smile at you as you wave goodbye
Hiding my fears, careful not to cry
How could I let you go like this

Your supposed to be just a friend
I know why this had to end
Somehow I wish that you could stay
But we have to go a separate way

Why did you have to be engaged
as we parted I felt raged.
Do you really have to go back
back to that thing, I call the yack

Couldn't you just stay with me
but to you I know there would always be
We knew each other for just a week
In that time I could hardly speak

You know I had the time of my life
Why couldn't I be your wife?
All of this is wishful thinking
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

Can I still love you the way that I do?

I gave my heart to you
I set my standards high
I laid my eyes on you,
I laughed and cried with you,
I told you my hopes and dreams,
My Love and Fears.

My tears I shed all over your shoulder.
In the end,
I came to see that you were
the only guy I could ever trust.
When I see you,
my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.
When we talk, I can feel the load unload
with soothing words from you.

I have the feeling of love in my heart.
In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. "
In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "
But in the deep end of my heart,
I think of only you

When I tell you my expectations of a guy,
You tell me never to fall short of what I want.
But only one thing stands in the way -
You are a friend.

Can I still love you the way that I do?

WILL u cHooSE mE??

He...was perfect in every way.
He...always knew what to say,
to turn thins around....
He...saves me everyday.

I...was head over heels.
I...without him couldn't deal,
now hat he is gone....
I...will never, ever heal.

Why...Don't you see?
Why...Don't you agree?
I love you uncontrolably.
Why...Don't you choose me?

hERe i Am....

I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can't look down

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

KIsS......:):):):)

Kiss me on my cheek
And tell me that you care
Kiss me on my neck
Then I'll know your there

Kiss m eon my hand
So you can be polite

Kiss me on my back
Then you will get my attention
Kiss me on my arm
And love I will never mention

Kiss me on my forehead
And I will close my eyes
Kiss me on my lips
And BabY, I will never lie ...

U toO...

No one truly understands how I feel inside
Sometimes it hurts so much I wish I could run and hide
When will all my problems go away, when will they all end?
And sometimes it feels like I only have that 1 true friend
You say things are still the same, you say that you still care,
But where were you when I needed you? how come you weren't there?
I really wish that you could see the hurt you have caused inside of me,
And then maybe you can understand the way I have to be.

I nevEr meaNt tO...

i hate it when we fight
when you think i hate you
i hate it when we yell
and say things we don't mean
i hate it even even more when we don't talk at all

i cant stand to be with out you
i'm nothing with out you by my side
i'm sorry for what i said
i swear i didn't mean it
i never meant to hurt you
i never meant to make you cry...

love HurTs...

LOVE HURTS

love is like a knife
it hurts when it cuts you
love is this pain in my body
it never goes away
it stays for days and days
love hurts
love is like a broken leg
it feels like it will never heal
love is like a heart attack
it surprizes you
love hurts
be ready when you fall in love
you will be hurt
because
love hurts

THIS GURL...

I see this girl
Who’s always sad.
Her friends think she’s fine
And her family doesn’t notice
That she’s all she’s ever had.
I see this girl
Every single day
She wants to get out
She wants to be happy
For at least a day.
She wants to know
What it’s like to be loved
To be wanted
And to finally be accepted.
Her eyes,
So red and blurry
Show so much pain.
She sits there alone
Listening to the rain.
Tears burning her face
Slowly falling to her pillow.
But nobody sees it
Nobody but me.
There’s nobody to hear
Her cries.
Nobody to see the pain
In her eyes.
For her it’s just another day,
Another day of sadness
Another day of tears
Another day she just wants happiness
Something she hasn’t has for years.
Nobody notices
Because she’s always in disguise
Always covers up with make- up
So nobody can see
The darkness under her eyes
I wish people would pay attention and care
Because she needs their love
I should know
Because that sad, lonely girl I see
Is the mirror image of me.

FOR MY FRIENDZ....

There was a time I felt so cold and alone
I had no excuse and all my friends were gone
I was scared, and I cried, falling to the ground
Struggling with the fear, with which I was bound
I remembered everything the stealing, the cheating, the lies
But still all I could see was the love in your eyes
As I watched I saw the falling of one single tear
As it fell to the floor, the sound was all I could hear
Still after all I had done you really did care
I’d never shown my love for you, it just wasn’t fair
Yet still you came to me and wiped away all my tears
You gave me more to believe in you took away my fears
One act of love gave me more than you will ever know
That’s why you are my best friend and I love you...

HOLDING HANDZ...

I reach out and you meet me halfway, you search for my index finger and cover it like a blanket on a cold winter’s night

We walk briskly in the darkening day. I look left towards you, and you look away… You start swaying both our arms, in stride as I look at you again… You look my way and gaze at my eyes, for one second… and I look away…

And we repeat… the walk of lovers… the walk of love…

No words… just love… no talk, just walking, side-by-side, knowing… that we are in harmony…

Holding hands, walking with you… a dream come true…

IF U KNOW.....

If only you knew how much I care for you

Unconditionally, the way real love makes you

If only you knew how much I need you

You would be there the times I need you

If only you knew how much you hurt me

The way you act like you don't care

If only you knew the way that I can't tell you

The way I try but wouldn't dare

You don't know that you've made me cry

And made me wish myself away

Not telling you only increases the hurt

More and more each day

Rather I be hurt than you

I wouldn't have it any other way

I've chosen to hold my thoughts in silence

And this is how it will stay.

LOVE IS..

Love is being together twenty four seven,
Always having time for each other,
Letting the other person know that you care by doing something special for them,
Walking hand in hand down the street,
Being able to help each other out,
They will always understand,
To sit together and not say anything yet knowing the feeling that they are always going to be there,
Not being able to accept that another person is cheating and they need to be out of the relationship,
Finding someone who will love you more than your ex,
Being able to talk on the phone for hours about all the problems they they’re having,
Always knowing what to say,
Anything sweet said always makes the other person feel better,
Liking the person no matter what race, status, looks, clothes, religion,
That what love is.

THE TALE OF A GURL......(||)

Many people don't know
How hard it is to be me
No one lives my life
They only know what they see

They see a person
With good grades and all
Who seems happy enough
Especially when with friendz..

But this girl you see
Isn't happy or glad
In fact, most of the times
She's just downright sad

She doesn't have that many friends
To hang out with every night
And no guys like her
Not a single one in sight

Those things hurt her a lot
And she can't figure out why
No one really likes her
Or why all she does is cry

She wants to be happy
She wants that so much
But that's simply a reality
That she could never touch

People look at her
And ask her what is wrong
She has no answer for them
She's been like this for so long

Maybe she should get help
She thinks to herself
But that's just another thought
She puts back up on the shelf

She doesn't want to get help
It won't do any good
But if people actually want to help her
Then they really should . . .