LOVE IS...........

How do you know when you'll fall in love?
Does it fly in the sky like a bird?
Can you tell it's calling your name?
Or does it go along unheard?
Is it a pop up on your computer screen?
Does it pour from the clouds like rain?
Everything I'm asking, I've heard,
but please spare me some pain.
I know it's not a bird that flies,
and you can't hear it calling your name.
I know it's not on your computer screen,
and it doesn't pour down like the rain.
It's a magical thing and nobody knows,
just when they're going to fall.
It's something irresistable,
and you can't refuse at all.
You'll never know til it happens,
and it will take you by surprise.
It wil fill you up with joy,
and bring tears to your eyes.
Love is a feeling,
not a "some thing".
It's girlfriend and boyfriend,
and that's what I'm ready to be!

I WISH I COULD.....

i wish i could force myself to say what i really wnat to say;
do what i really want to do.
if i could do anything in the world, it would be to stay in your arms forever.
i could do that. but you..
you're hardheaded; stubborn; and sometimes even caring too.
i despise you, and yet the attraction between us is so great,
it could probably move mountains.
i know what i feel for you but
i dont know why i cannot speak these words,
and am sorry that it is like this.
maybe things will get better..
people grow with time, and people change.
maybe you will know this one day.
maybe then i will know the truth..
how you feel.
i do wonder.
but i can wait...