R u SURe???

Do you know what happiness means?
you say u're happy, but do you believe that?
guess what
i know you better than you
you actually don't trust in you
you don't know who you are, what you are
you don't even know if you're happy or sad
you lost yourself
you killed yourself and you don't even realized
you find yourself alive but you're not sure
you're just a question mark
just like him, like her or just like me
happiness is nothing
it doesn't mean anything
it's the treasure we al fight for
and when you think you finally found it,
you loose it in less than a little second
a second that changes your life
if you really can say you still alive or not...
let's just pretending that.

friends forever..(must read)

It started in class,
The notes we'd pass,
Us flirting together,
Friends forever.

All the shyness I had to fight,
"Sit next to me, I won't bite," :]
His bangs were black,
His jeans were tight,
It was a fantastic sight.

I moved and sat right on that chair
He smiled at me, he flicked his hair
I was happy, no longer scared
All this showed he really cared.

After class we both went home,
That day was great, love clearly shown,
Later on I thought of you,
And how our love was deeply true.

It progressed from there as we got older,
Meeting up, my arm round his shoulder,
Your hair all silky like a feather,
The next day my life would change forever.

It was in the park round half- past -three,
Where we were sat under a tree,
When my heart suddenly filled with glee,
When he looked up at me & kissed
after that he said.. ."would you marry me?"

UNdeRstANd mE..

No one will ever understand me
No one is trying to care 4 me you think u no me but u don't
If u cared u would try to understand me
You see this smile on my face this smile is nothing but a lie
I hid the way i feel around u
When i'm alone I let my real feelings out
No one will ever understand me or care for me.

YouR liEs...

Funny when things never change

Even when you say they will

But while your off s(rewing her

My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me

When I go to leave

You tell me I'm your only one

And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me

But you'll never let me go

I know that you don't love me

I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand

To see you love another girl

You know that you broke my heart

You know that your my world


But while your standing by my side

I'll believe your lies forever

Cause everything seems so perfect

When we are together

TalE oF a GUrl..(3)

Shes got no one to love
No one to care
No one to love her
It just isn't fair

In her own world
There's nobody there
Crying for help
Shes invisible, nobody cares

She sits in the corner
Sits there in silence
She feels like standing up for herself
Shes screaming inside

Why did this happen to her?
It wasn't meant to be like this
There isn't a soul to care
Her life really isn't fair

She wonders what it'd be like if he was here
Instead shes lost him to her despair
Shes needing him more then she'll ever know
Shes lost him forever, and it really blows

Sitting in the corner, she thinks about it all
Her life's not worth living, not anymore
Her world is black, shes so small
Shes wants to end it, but thinks once more

This is how he left
Shes stronger then that
She lives her life, shes acting strong
Deep inside her broken heart, something is terribly wrong

LEaVinG...

• i know you can.
• Be strong for me.
• I may not be there
• but im thinking of you.
• I know you miss me.
• I know your lonely.
• Just close your eyes.
• See my face.
• Im right there.
• Just image me.
• I havent left your side.
• We will be together.
• It'll be soon i promise.
• When you miss me.
• When your lonely.
• Just close your eyes.
• Look at Me.