Saturday, December 6, 2008

SHE IS NOTHING SPECIAL....


Outside: She is just another teenage girl who does not fit in
Inside: She is smart and funny
Outside: People see right through her
Inside: She longs to be held by someone special
Outside: She is just another plain face in the crowd
Inside: She dies from being lonely
Outside: Everyone could careless
Inside: She is afraid to die alone
Outside: He looks right through her to his shallow self centered beauty queen of a girl friend that she could never compare to
Inside: Her heart breaks
Outside: She laughs at his jokes and comments in Geometry
Inside: She wonders why he does not like her even though she changed herself for him
Outside: She acts as if she could careless about what he thinks of her
Inside: She wants him to look into her blue eyes and see her amazing soul and really notice her for who she really is
Outside: She tries not to smudge her makeup as she cries in the bathroom
Inside: She gazes into a mirror and realizes that this is not her
Outside: She is nothing special
Inside: She only wants to feel accepted and wanted for once in her life
Outside: She smiles and tells her teacher nothing is wrong
Inside: She still cries
Outside: People still ignore her
Inside: All she can ask herself is why, why does he not like me? I changed so I could have him...
Outside: She is letting mascar filled tears paint her cheeks
Inside: Her heart shatters even more
Outside: She gives up
Inside: She is...me...