so PLEaSE......

Please curse and swear at me

So i can hear your voice

Please call me names
so i know I’m not nameless

Please make me cry
so i know you still care

Please hate me
so i know I’m not invisible

Please cut me
so i wont feel numb

Please let me die
so i know i was alive

don"T makE a GUrL crY...

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears.

The woman came out of the man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on: Not from his head to be superior to, but from the side to be equal with, Under the arm to be protected for, and next to the heart to be loved..."

WeN loVE faDeS aWaY.........

Someday in its own time
Your love for me‘ll pass away
I keep this forever in mind
Safe my tears for that rainy day
Great will be the pains of this heart
When you walk away; not look back

Someday we’ll go separate ways
For fear of what tomorrow brings
Trailing our fate with load of cares
There’ll be no more songs to sing
How bitterly this heart will beat
Oh! How I just hate to think of it

Someday! We’ll grow apart
And I’ll end up loosing you
My world will be very sad
You won’t care how I do
When my heart’ll hurt through
I’ll regret that I gave it to you
When this heart'll be broken
When all smiles will be frozen
When love fades away
I'll hold on to yesterday........

A FINAL END.....

How do you say good bye to someone you love?
How do you make such a decision in the first place?
Life makes it for you
Reason and emotion don?t go hand in hand
But our hands
Fit nicely together
Until life told us otherwise
Goodbye
Is such a cruel sounding word
Like death
It plagues the mind of the living
And the heart that is used to giving love
But goodbye
Sometimes
Is not a final end
But the beginning of a new chapter
And the creation of a fond memory
Which will keep our heart company forever
Goodbye my love
I love you......

do as i say...

I live in a cold-dark lonely place a place as dark as the bruise on my face. There are people around as far as I see But no one – not one - dare I ask to help me. My life is one of anger and fear I’m always afraid when he comes near. I hold my tears as I silently cry Knowing soon his fists will fly. The beatings are hard – so full of hate. Oh how much more can my body take. I’ve learned to separate me from myself It no longer hurts when he uses the belt. I know there are laws to protect those like me But leaving’s not easy – please try and see. My life is colored in black and in blue Please – oh please – don’t let it happen to you. Always remember you are worth so much more Never let anyone push you to the floor. Stand up and know you are somebody good And make him treat you just as he should. The very first time fists come at your face Run as fast as you can to a place that is safe. Don’t do as I do – please do as I say So you won’t be writing these same words one day.

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A liTTle more about mE...

Just because I'm quiet
doesn’t mean I don’t have alot to say.

Just because I appear happy doesn’t mean everything’s ok.

Just because I'm *sarcastic* doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously.

Just because I forgive
doesn’t mean I forget.

Just because I don't listen to your problems
doesn’t mean I don’t care.

Just because I'm gullible doesn’t mean I can be cheated.

Just because I'm *stubborn* doesn’t mean I'm not easy going.

Just because I don't study doesn’t mean I'm stupid.

Just because I don't show my feelings
doesn’t mean I don’t have any.

Just because I *hate my life* doesn’t mean I'm suicidal.

Just because I don’t love you doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you.

Just because I'm honest doesn’t mean I'm outspoken.

Just because I'm not like you doesn’t mean I'm weird.

Just because I'm unsure doesn’t mean I'm afraid

l0Ve & lIKE......

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
In front of the person you like, you get happy

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
In front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind
In front of the person you like, you can

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
In front of the person you like, you can show your own self

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
You can always smile into the eyes of the one you like

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting

The feeling of love starts from the eye
The feeling of like starts from the ear

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears

But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...

wen i look in ur eyez...

When I look into your eyes,
the world dissapears.
I forget my worries, problems,
stresses and all my fears.
Your my breath of air,
your my light of day.
When my words cluster up,
you always seem to understand what I say.
You give me reason,
to wake up tommorow and the next.
You so easily make my day,
with so little as a text.
I'm so in love with you.
I will never hurt you.
When I speak to you,
you'll always know it's true.
Well that's if it's a serious subject.
I will never raise a hand to you,
I'll raise a hand to someone else,
for messing with or hurting you.
Your my everything
and in-between.
When I look into your eyes,
it's the greatest sight I have ever seen!

don't fall in LOVE....

Have you ever fallen in love,
but knew they did not care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
but knew you'd get no where?

Have you ever watched them walk away,
not wanting them to go?
And whispered "I love you" softly.....
not wanting them to know,
you cried all night in misery
and almost went insane.

There's nothing in this world
that causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think id rather die.

Love is fun but hurts to much
and the price you pay is high.
So I say don't fall in love
you'll be hurt before its through
you see my friend I ought a know
I've fallen in love With you!

my eyes speak...

My eyes speak to you……..
That your love for me is true and pure as water,
But you can’t express this love to me,
The fear of this world that this world won’t accept our true love and won’t let us to be with other,

The fear you have inside of your heart that you’ll lose me, because of that.
My eyes speak to you……
That we are helpless and hopeless,
That our love for each other will remain silent,
That our feeling for each other will remain quite like is been dead long ago,
That our heart will always beat for each other without expressing any emotion……..