do i exist???

I commited suicide, because i had nothing to live for, my life was a mess, suicide was the onli option i had, to be known i did ever exist.

if a die???

If i die will any1 miss me? If i die will i be remembered? If i die will they cry because im gone? If i die will my best friend be there? If i die will he care? If i die would people change the way they think? If i commit suicide will people judge the person that I was? If i commit suicide will some1 blame themself? If i commit suicide will my parents be embarresed to call me their daughter? If i think of these things constantly should i commit suicide and take the easy way out or should i fight and pray to god for the best?????

i won't let u go...

I won't let u go..Tears r taking over I can't believe it.. u are gone now n i'd 2 let you go.. But i don't know how u r d one thing on my mind, I can't live without u n still can't believe it You are gone now.. Why didn't i see u were slipping away.. I didnt want it to end ..Why did it had to end this way .. I'm still thinking about that day, Something in me died the same time.. you went away I acted like i didn't care.. I tried to forget you But it's to hard ..We were 1 but now you are gone I would give everything to see you again But it's to late now.. How could i be so blind now we can't b together again..

DON"T U DARE 2 MISS ME........

Mayb u understand & maybe u dont but..
it doesn't matter now whether u do or not..
what's happened has happened..
there's no going back..
thank God I can't hear you cries...

I didn't do this to hurt u plz believe dat
it just hurt me 2 b here
& dat's why I walked out
I wont see you again
& I'll miss u
but don't you dare miss me
I don't want that for u
just move on
and forget all the memories
erase me from your life........

i need u...

how could i so stupid 2 let u slip away...
i had u in my arms but i let u slip away...
i want u back but now it's 2 late...
i've already said gudbye n love turned 2 hate..

i want u go back in tym & fix all dat was wrong..
change all of my regrets so we didn't fight as long...
i was so immature,i should of acted lyk an adult..
now we'r no loger together b'coz of what i choose..

it was a bad decision now i want u here...
i love u now, but no1 knows..
i know its late now which i can't undo..
take me back n catch as i fall...all i can say now

I NEED YOU......