LOVE IS..

Love is being together twenty four seven,
Always having time for each other,
Letting the other person know that you care by doing something special for them,
Walking hand in hand down the street,
Being able to help each other out,
They will always understand,
To sit together and not say anything yet knowing the feeling that they are always going to be there,
Not being able to accept that another person is cheating and they need to be out of the relationship,
Finding someone who will love you more than your ex,
Being able to talk on the phone for hours about all the problems they they’re having,
Always knowing what to say,
Anything sweet said always makes the other person feel better,
Liking the person no matter what race, status, looks, clothes, religion,
That what love is.

THE TALE OF A GURL......(||)

Many people don't know
How hard it is to be me
No one lives my life
They only know what they see

They see a person
With good grades and all
Who seems happy enough
Especially when with friendz..

But this girl you see
Isn't happy or glad
In fact, most of the times
She's just downright sad

She doesn't have that many friends
To hang out with every night
And no guys like her
Not a single one in sight

Those things hurt her a lot
And she can't figure out why
No one really likes her
Or why all she does is cry

She wants to be happy
She wants that so much
But that's simply a reality
That she could never touch

People look at her
And ask her what is wrong
She has no answer for them
She's been like this for so long

Maybe she should get help
She thinks to herself
But that's just another thought
She puts back up on the shelf

She doesn't want to get help
It won't do any good
But if people actually want to help her
Then they really should . . .

WHO lovES yOU...

Cry
Tears fall
Can't stop them
They just keep coming
Never ending
Starting for no reason
And getting worse
Can't understand
Why this happens
I start to think
And before I know it
I'm crying
Uncontrolably
Why can't someone help?
All I need is someone
To love me
To care about me
And not my parents
They just don't count
I need more friends
A boyfriend
Someone who cares
Actually cares
And doesn't just
Put on a show
And then
Take it all back
I need someone
Who Loves Me

TALE OF A LONELY GURL...

she wakes up in the morning
and is instantly upset
there's no one around her
except Rambo,her pet

she goes in the shower
stays in for a long time
hoping her mom will come
and make sure that she's fine

but her mom doesn't come
so she steps out of the shower
dries off her body
then gets ready for another hour

she then looks in the mirror
and hates what she sees
after getting ready for so long
she still thinks she looks as dull as a tree

she walks out of her room
and hopes that someone's home
but of course there isn't
there isn't even a message on the phone

she's tired of being boring
she's tired of being by herself
she can't take it anymore
she feels like a doll put on a shelf

as desperate as ever
she sits down for the day
nothing would be different
she'd just sit around or lay

she hopes that one day
things will change in her life
and she won't continue to go through
so much strife....

I AM.....

I wonder what it would be like to have a strong impact on a life
I hear the voices of people who love me, in my head
I see all people uniting as one
I want be able to become the person I am capable of being


I pretend to have all the answers
I feel the comforting embrace of a close friend too far away
I touch and inspire those whom I love
I worry deeply for the fate of our world
I cry often—realizing I sometimes have no control over my own life


I understand nothing for sure… except I still have much to learn
I say, "Don’t live your life through other people’s eyes"
I dream anyone in pain can find true peace of mind
I try to move on from my past
I hope to one day be happy here

WHO I AM???

Every time i look in a mirror

At my reflection

I dont see me

I see the person i want to be

I always hide who i am

to see if I'll fit in

But I know I never will

Because I am the outcast and I'll never be noticed

Of who i really am !!!!

SOMEDAY....BUT SOON....

i've waited
so silent
so still
waiting for a love
to come my way.

all i need
is a gentle heart
to love me.
all i want
is a gentle man
to care about me.

no superstars.
no superhero.

i can take care of myself.

but i get so lonely...
looking for a man
to match my dreams
and soothe my nightmares.

one who loves me
just as strong and true as i love...

i want someone
to care for.
to love like my own.

someone who listens
someone whose interested
someone whose honest
someone whose trustworthy
someone whose loving
someone with strong but gentle hands...

someone... someday...

soon.

HIDE...

close your eyes
i'm trying to hide.
please tell me it will be ok
that you're on my side.
without this i'm lost
wandering unknown.
this pain is unbearable
and i'm all alone.
i don't care if you lie
please tell me it will be ok.
tell me how
to make the pain go away.
you look blankly
you don't understand.
watching me fall
you don't lift your hand.
you laugh at my pain
and ignore my scream.
haunting my moves
is this some twisted dream?
yelling at my mistakes
you never think i'm right
watch me disappear
from your evil sight.

WHAT'S THE POINT...??

What’s the point of wishing?
When wishes never come true
What’s the point of striving?
When I’ll never make it through
What’s the point of dreaming?
When all of my dreams fail
What’s the point of searching?
When I’ll never find the trail
What’s the point of living?
When everyone wants me to leave
What’s the point of hoping?
When I have no reasons to believe
What’s the point of pretending?
When all I can do is cry
What’s the point of breathing?
When I just want to die
What’s the point of living?
When no one wants me hear
What’s the point of smiling?
When you can still see my tears
What’s the point of me?
When memories fade away
What’s the point of staying?
When I can’t take another day
What’s the point of this race?
When I’ll never see the end
What’s the point of praying?
When you’ll never be mINE..

I WISH

I wish he loved me, I wish he knew
How much I love him, yet he has no clue
I wish he would think of me the way he thinks of her
All I could ever want is for us to be together
Everytime I see him I fall deeper and deeper in love
He is a precious gift sent from Heaven above
But I only get a glimpse of it, the gift is not meant for me
It was sent for someone else, me and him can never be
I wish I didn't feel like this, I wish I didn't love him so much
My only dream is to be with him, but it's a dream I cannot touch.