TrappED BehinD thE shADoW...

Fading into the shadows, don’t look at me please don’t stare
Apart from existing I’m only just there
Losing hope this is more than I can bear
Longing for someone to show they care
Inching closer sinking into despair
Nothing would change if I were no longer there
Grasping for something to hold onto I only find air
I’ve fallen beyond reach…

every day i leave behind me
Don't scratch the wounds of the injured hearts
every day i leave behind me
let them heal and be forgotten in the past
every day i leave behind me
in order not to scar,let them be lost in the darkness
every day i leave behind me
and maybe one day they will leave my soul alone

Lost in the darkness,
Silence surrounds you.
Once there was morning,
Now endless night.........

I NeED...

I need a hug when I feel lonely
I need a smile whenI drop a tear.
I need someone to hear me,
while I tell them my dreams and fears.

I need someone there for me,
so that they can help me through.
It's not really a boyfriend I need,
just a friend who'll be true.

I need someone to listen when I speak,
and never judge me for what they see,
I need someone to talk and laugh
with just the crazy old me.

But what I really need,
is someone to hold me
So that I can cry in their arms
and make them see...

That I'm not really that happy person,
that you've all come to know.
I'm a girl in need of friendship,
even though I don't let it show.

I'lL bE thEre FoR yoU...

i'll be here for you
standing like angels do
dont let go of me
you'll see
i'm the one you really need

when the world turns upside down
and you cant find your way around
i know its scary
but ill be there for you

Cause im
right here.
holdin on just for you
and im tryin
to get you to see
whats right in front of your face

im tired of being this transparency
Something that you'll just never see
open up those eye of yours
cause i'm right here
im the one you really need......

UnspOKEN worDS...

i dont know
who to trust any more
my mind says one thing
and my heart says another

i wish i could tell you more
but i cant
the words just dont come out
i want to be your girl
like i used to be
i realy do love you

its just hard to see
when the time is right
i know we shall meet again
and then...

will those words speak again?...

I triEd...

i tried so many times
i gave you so many chances

i gave you chance after chance
and u abused them time and time again

you got caught every time
one goes by two, three, four, five

and still i give you a chance
i gave it all to you

just for you to time and time again
rip out my heart and throw it on the ground

i thought you really cared
i thought you really loved me

but in reality all you wanted
was to hurt me time and time again

the last time i couldn't take it
i told you...this was it

i told you no more
and you lost something you will never have again

YOU LOST ME....

Come back to me....

Everything you say or do
I am always there for you
Whether you're laughing or you're screaming
No one else could take your place
I will always see your face
When I'm awake and when I'm dreaming....

I can't stand to watch you go
Cause in my head deep down I know
I don't wanna live without you
I love the way we stay up late
The way you laugh at your mistakes...

you say you're leavin
as you look away
i know theres really nothin left to say
just know i'm here
whenever you need me
i'll wait for you

If you'd come running back to me I'll be here waiting
Cause I still believe in a love worth saving
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me, I'll be here waiting

Come back to me
I still believe
If you could see the sad look on my face...
Come back to me....... Come back to me.......